Moonless Nights

When I have nothing to do at night, I write excerpts for the blog. Part 1 The Death of Uncle Arthur Sighed. “I can’t believe Arthur is gone.” Dad took a seat next to my mom. We were sitting in the living room having a family gathering. The funeral had been just an hour before and we were all emotionally and mentally exhausted. “ Just twelve hours ago, I was sitting with him in the backyard drinking beer and talking about football.” “It happens Frederick.” My mom comforted. “Don’t think too hard about it, God knows what he does.” “Easy for you to say, he wasn’t your family.” Aunt Vivian argued. Aunt Vivian wasn’t a fan of my mother. Dad was her only brother and she was very protective of him. “Should I remind you that I have been married to Frederick for twenty five years? Anyone who is his family, it’s mine. And if I may add…” “You may not.” Aunt Vivian interrupted. “It’s not the time.” Dad stood up. “I just need some time to breathe.” He walked out of the living...

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