Our Last Conversation

Our last conversation

Why can't I remember?

 What did I say to you? 

Was it something kind? 

Did it in any way make you feel just a little bit better about life? 

Was I negative? 

Did I hurt your feelings? 

Did I in any way shape or form made you feel unloved? 

Did I tell you that you matter?

Was I forgiving?

I looked through my messages and it's gone.

I got nothing.

All I have are old memories that play in my mind.

The trips to the beach.

Your laugh.

The jokes.

Your hugs.

And when we danced "El amor que perdimos" by Prince Royce. 

That's the last song we danced.

But I can't remember our last conversation.

I remember growing up with you.

But I can't remember our last conversation.

I remember being upset with you, I remember thinking that whatever I was upset with you about was not important anymore. I remember thinking that I should reach out to you.

I didn't.

You're gone 

and 

I can't remember our last conversation.